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Sorry Not Sorry: Justin Bieber is just not feeling these damn award shows anymore

Chances are you caught some of the Billboard Music Awards last night on television before flipping back to the Penguins-Lightning game or eventually landing on Game of Thrones or the 100th episode of Bob’s Burgers.

If you tuned in on the early side, you may have watched Justin Bieber limp through a quick medley of hits. He really didn’t want to be there. And he seemed disinterested when he accepted an award for Top Male Artist. Which is cool on both counts. We get it. He’s still in the middle of the 2016 Purpose world tour, which recently landed at the TD Garden for two nights, and let’s face it, the Billboard Music Awards is certainly no Boston Public Garden.

This morning, Biebs took to Instagram to relay his thoughts on awards shows, and well, he’s not wrong.

“I try to think of it as a celebration but can’t help feeling like people are rating and grading my performance,” he writes to no one in particular but also to every single person who tweets. “A lot of people in the audience there to be seem worried about how much camera time they will get or who they can network with. When I’m doing a regular show I feel they are there for the right reasons and to strictly have a good time! But these award shows seem so hollow.”

Read his full post below, and be warned: He doesn’t give a shit about what you think of his grammar.

I don't know about these award shows.. No disrespect to anybody at any of the shows or the people running it. Nothing but love for you guys and your support. But I don't feel good when I'm there nor after. I try to think of it as a celebration but can't help feeling like people are rating and grading my performance. A lot of people in the audience there to be seem worried about how much camera time they will get or who they can network with. When I'm doing a regular show I feel they are there for the right reasons and to strictly have a good time! But these award shows seem so hollow. I get the premise is to award people for their accomplishments, but is it really? Because when I look in the audience I see a bunch of fake smiles so that when the camera hits them they look happy. Sure there are people truly proud of others so I don't want to knock them I'm just looking at the vast majority. I just think to myself if I'm living my purpose I want the reward to be fulfillment. I'm getting awarded for the things that I'm doing and not for who I am which is understandable I know it would probably be hard to calculate and award someone's spirit lol. But When I do get these awards the temptation of putting my worth in what I do is so hard to fight!!!I am privileged and honored to be recognized by my peers in but in these settings I can't feel the recognition. There's an authenticity missing that I crave! And I wonder does anybody else.. Sorry not sorry about grammar it's not my strong point

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